family

I have a big crazy Italian family with lots of people. during holidays we get together and have a great deal of fun. its always an interesting time when everyone is in the same house, theres always lots to do. everyone is always laughing and enjoying themselves  after dinner we usually play games like pie in the face of something funny. our big family is very tight nit.

the beacon

today i read about the best time of the year, fall. a recipe for greatness (fall themed grilled cheese)                    instantly caught my eye. i love both fall and food so the incorporation of both was perfect for me. the recipe called for honey wheat toast and Colby jack cheese  with deli style pickles. i think that i might try it out today.                                       

I love hunting with a passion

Hunting is my favorite thing to do. the process of harvesting a deer ethically is a moving time. although for most avid hunters, killing is not the reason. The events leading up to the kill are more important than the reward itself. Sitting in the woods from sun up and sundown is a powerful experience. Hunting is not simply sitting in the woods waiting for Bambi to pass by and shoot him. Instead there is a lot of work that goes into the hunt of a mature animal. the tracking of migration patterns of heard of doe early in the spring is important. by the beginning of the summer, does and buck stay in heard together, as males developed there antlers. once the "Rut" happens, males separate themselves in search for females. this is a big factor in the tracking aspect of hunting.

My future goals;

As a Reserved person, i view myself as analytical. Through the last five years of my life i have seen a lot and said much less. from what I have observed, I believe that money is not a necessity in live. being wealthy means having power, and more often than not people with power have benefited personally from that power. my goal in life is to separate myself  from this social norm of being power hungry. instead, i strive to be a leader rather than a controller. the difference between a leader and a controller is where you apply your influence and power. a leader will take both their influence and power to assist whomever he or she is leading and will guide them to the overall goal. where as a controller will have people do work for them, rather than being in the trenches with their constituents. my overall goal is to use any power given appropriately.